"Attraction Curse"

All day I live with this curse
A curse that cannot be reversed
A curse that draws me to be
With people different from me
If we get together or have sex
The situation gets complex
If we get together and commit
We will have to deal with shit
Even if I am happy and okay
There is no guarantee she'll stay
In the end, much is lost
Love and friendship being tossed
In the end I end up bleeding
But that does not stop the needing
I just want to halt this curse
The curse that I cannot reverse
The curse that forces me to change my action
The curse that is known as attraction.