"Void"

When to feel
Or what to feel
Is it really a big deal?

Emotions and feelings are subjective

But lately they seem to be the directive.

Am I not more than what I feel?

Am I simply a feast of which emotions can make a meal?

Every day I am faced with choices.
Where to go
When to go

How to do

And every day I don't know which to choose.

Depending on who is looking

One is right

And one is wrong.

There is never a good answer to this discordant song.

People tell me they need me, that I matter.

As when I am not present, I am told I'm missed.

However, when I return, I usually get dissed.

It can be taken as a diss when I am not present

But even when I explain that is not the case, people can be less than pleasant.

Because of these disses I sometimes choose to avoid.

This is surely not the best option.

So, inside me exists a void.

Some tell me that I should care.

Some tell me that I should be there.

Some tell me it's no big deal.

And to not let emotion, of me, make a meal.

What is right?

What is wrong?

There is no answer to this discordant song.